Song of the day is undoubtedly I Can’t Get Enough.
I haven’t really had the chance to use my phone a lot today because of school, but I did do a lot of productive internet using, which I’m very proud of.
Also, my room is a mess and I think that’s okay. I guess. I’ve been talking to a couple of my friends who live outside of the country and we have been having some pretty interesting conversations, hopefully I can talk to you about them soon.
One thing that was bugging me today was the fact that I had so much FREE TIME on my hands, which honestly made me feel a little guilty. Like I almost am afraid of being up to date on everything in life and now the fact that everything is chill is something to be anxious about. I’M NEVER FREE! I don’t mean that in the sense that I’m always busy, but I mean that I always have a schedule of what I’m going to do in a day, and once that schedule is up, I’m at a loss.
I guess my fear of being free is something I will work on for a long time, because I definitely don’t know how to fix it right now.